Never Say Goodbye

2004-12-21T01:30:00.000-08:00

Oh my god. I haven't updated this Blog forever! I've been so consumed by the livejournal crap, i forgot all about this. I will try to keep it posted semi-frequently. For now, I am about to pass out, and I have a really long day tomorrow. <3

2004-07-30T00:55:00.000-07:00

Ok, so i felt like posting...here it goes: i was going to put a poem here, but they all suck. nevermind. if you want to read my posts daily, go to my livejournal.

2004-06-26T21:01:00.000-07:00

Wow...it's been a SUPER long time! thought i'd check in. Not too much going on, i made a ton f new jewlery stuff last night. I am really happy with myself...as far as beading goes otherwise, i kinda hate being in my own skin. It's kinda starting to put a damper on my "emotions" wow, that was kinda corny. Well, what im saying is that i've been really emotional lately. I've cried more than i've

2004-05-22T11:55:00.000-07:00

hey. It's been a while. I have a Livejournal now, so i will be posting in that more often. I will check in once in a while though. The link to my livejournal is on my list of links over there >>> bye for now.

2004-04-26T21:34:00.000-07:00

What the fuck is wrong with people? One minute they are your best friends, then the net minute they are assholes to you. People suck. Except for the cool ones. They are rare, but valuble. Screw people.

2004-04-19T20:34:00.000-07:00

Take off Fly away Don't think Just leave

2004-04-14T21:07:00.000-07:00

Boredom. The endless spiral we all fall into. I have a new favorite word. I began to love it when i was in Mr. Cohen's sex ed class yesterday. My new favorite word: FETUS

2004-03-19T23:18:00.000-08:00

I lye there close to you, not speaking, not doing much of anything. I am just there, safe in your arms. I can feel the heat of your body, and I can hear the beating of your heart. I feel like I should say something, but I don't want to. The silence is safe, I am just there with you. Then, I realize how much I am in love with you, really in love with you. I look up into your face, just looking,

2004-03-10T19:36:00.000-08:00

To anyone who fucks with Matt Wallace: "1. im gonna impale your stomach with a spoon 2. im gonna drink a gallon of water while watching you bleed 3.then im gonna take a loooooong piss all over your face 4.after that, im gonna cut your cheeks open horizontally, and sever off your foot, and give you foot 'n' mouth disease 5. once im done, im gonna cut you up into 6 pieces, sparing your

2004-03-07T21:05:00.000-08:00

I wrote this for my english class, and i liked how it turned out: Belligerent I sat there on the stairs listening to them yelling at each other. Exchanging hateful insults at the top of their lungs. I could hear Belligerent’s loud footsteps stomp across the wood floor. I didn’t know what was going through Belligerent’s head. Why was he so angry? What did he want to do to her? At that moment

2004-03-05T23:24:00.000-08:00

"Where do bad folks go when they die? They don't go to heaven where the angels fly. They go to a lake of fire and fry. See them again 'till the fourth of july." -Nirvana

2004-03-01T18:35:00.000-08:00

"Jesus doesn't want me for a sunbeam" -Nirvana

2004-02-23T21:16:00.000-08:00

It's funny how sometimes people chose ignorance to be happy

2004-02-22T21:00:00.000-08:00

"The path of the righteous man is beset on all sides by the inequities of the selfish and the tyranny of evil men. Blessed is he who, in the name of charity and good will, shepherds the weak through the valley of darkness, for he is truly his brother's keeper and the finder of lost children. And I will strike down upon thee with great vengeance and furious anger those who attempt to poison and

2004-02-16T00:29:00.000-08:00

"Whether you're tiping, browning, or just burning stuff, a kitchen blowtorch can be fun for the whole family." -Queer Eye

2004-02-11T19:07:00.000-08:00

I need to stop taking things and people for granted...we all do. I never knew Nic Rotolo, and I never will. This is a reality that I never want to have to face with anyone ever again. I am sorry to you all, everyone i know, i am sorry. I'm sorry.

2004-02-08T13:27:00.000-08:00

i only got to see him twice. and each time it was but a glance. i never really got to meet him. i wish i had got the chance to. He left to early, he was so loved by everyone. I wish i had gotten the chance to see this person that was everyone's superman. I feel like everyday of this, i get to meet him a tiny bit more, but i know that i will never get to know him, as so many did. It is the worst

2004-01-31T22:17:00.000-08:00

"-Why Mary, don't you have any pride? -No, Sylvia, no pride at all, that's a luxury a woman in love, can't afford" -The Women

2004-01-31T00:26:00.000-08:00

Time stops Can't breath I see you standing in the middle of it all Standing still Everything fades into a blur, but you stay clear, frozen in the darkness I walk slowly towards you as you begin to fade away. I reach for your hand, but when I hold it, it begins to fade away along with the rest of you. I stand there by myself in the dark, black , empty space I can hear, see, or feel nothing except

2004-01-27T21:41:00.000-08:00

"Never shall innocent blood be shed, yet the blood of the wicked shall flow like a river."

2004-01-26T19:02:00.000-08:00

A couple whose 4-year-old daughter saw hard-core pornography on a PG-rated movie tape from Blockbuster has sued the video company. The plaintiffs, who were not identified, said the footage appeared on a "Home Alone 3" tape rented from a Glassboro store. The pornographic material allegedly appeared for 10 minutes after the movie credits for the 1997 film. According to the lawsuit field in

2004-01-16T23:35:00.000-08:00

You give me a reason to wake up in the morning You give me a reason to keep breathing I don't know who you are, but I know you are there You are there, watching my every move I don't know what you look like or what goes on in your head I just know that I want to be with you You are the one that makes my stomach drop every time you come near But I don't know who you are I think I am in love with

2004-01-12T21:39:00.000-08:00

"Contrary to what your mothers and teachers tell you, you are not a beautiful and unique snowflake. You are the same decaying organic matter as everything else. We are all part of the same compost heap."

2004-01-07T22:07:00.000-08:00

POWER RANGERS ROCK MY WORLD! (Origional ones )

2004-01-06T21:36:00.000-08:00

me, im the one you chose out of all the people you wanted me the most I love you

2004-01-04T00:10:00.000-08:00

"You have to know, not fear that someday you are going to die. Until you know that and embrace that, you are useless." -Tyler (Fight Club)

2004-01-01T23:07:00.000-08:00

A new life is simply seeing through new eyes.

2003-12-30T22:40:00.000-08:00

You look in the mirror and all you can see is a face A face staring at you with an empty gaze The face looks familiar, but you can't place where you have seen it before You want to scream and run; Instead, you make a fist and strike the mirror until a spider web-like crack appears You look down at your bloody fist, Heart beating, faster, harder until you can feel it in your throat. You look

2003-12-30T22:18:00.000-08:00

By day I walk inside a glass box By night I let go No one can see or notice me in this box, no one can care They just see a reflection, a reflection of themselves They don't care to try and break open the box and see what's inside.

2003-12-29T22:16:00.001-08:00

“Dear Diary, I seem to be dead.” –Nny

2003-12-29T22:16:00.000-08:00

"-In genesis, 'let there be light', could that be a metaphore for the big bang? -No, god just went *click*" -Robin Williams

2003-12-29T21:49:00.000-08:00

"Keith Richards is the only person who can make the Osbournes look Amish." -Robin Williams

2003-12-29T21:32:00.000-08:00

"He's on chemo you little toad sucker!" -Robin Williams

2003-12-27T12:50:00.000-08:00

What does it mean when you have a dream where you are fighting a giant demon that is attacking you with knives? And after the knife makes you bleed, it disappears, and the demon has a couple of new knives right in his hand. I think there just might be something a teensy weensy bit wrong with me.

2003-12-23T18:08:00.000-08:00

http://www.bushorchimp.com/images/pic84.jpg I would feel much safer if the monkey took his place.

2003-12-23T17:58:00.000-08:00

Been a while, hasn't it? Honestly I have absolutely no idea what to say. I would say happy holidays, but that is so unbelievably corny I can't even stand it. Has it occurred to anyone else that Santa is basically a giant pedophile or something? "He knows when you are sleeping he knows when you're awake, he knows when you've been bad or good so be good for goodness sake" They are fucking

2003-12-14T19:19:00.000-08:00

Day turns into night. As water turns to ice. Everything changes We may be able to control it or not, But in the end, it all changes.

2003-12-10T19:17:00.000-08:00

"Now I have become Death. Destroyer of worlds." -Hindu Scripture

2003-12-08T20:23:00.000-08:00

It's wierd how people can give gifts like they are candy that costs a penny. And yet, those same people cannot accept gifts that they think are "too expensive". i find this funny because i am one of these poeple. Stingyness is halarious to me. It's completely the opposite of the "Scrooge syndrome" or whatever. You can give like hell, but you can't accept anything from anyone. *giggle* i love you

2003-12-03T21:32:00.000-08:00

Why can't I breathe? Why am I suffocating? I can't see your face looking down on me as I lye here on the dusty floor. I try to sit up, but instead I gasp in the hot air around me Why can I no longer see your face? I feel your tears falling down upon my cheek But that is all I feel I can hear the faint cries for help in the backround But most clearly I can hear you telling me to hold on "Just

2003-12-03T18:55:00.000-08:00

"Then the jesting scoffer began to play the scoffer indeed, and verily he was good at that, for he could play a part in that play, no man better. Patient yourself, good master friar, quoth he, and be not angry, for Scripture saith: In your patience you shall save your souls." -Thomas More (Utopia)

2003-11-28T10:24:00.000-08:00

word of the day: Squelch

2003-11-28T10:20:00.000-08:00

Graveyards. Funny things. It's like a park minus the little children playing on swings. It's simply a valley with nicley shaped stones that mark where dead people are lying for all of eternity. And as you walk around, you are walking over people that are six feet under the ground, in a coffin that is comfier than most people's beds. I dunno, it's a thought. I like dancing hobos

2003-11-24T19:13:00.000-08:00

It's hard to top too, but then again I have to ask my self, Do I want to stop? I love him

2003-11-20T20:05:00.000-08:00

Here's a joke i made up: Ok, this guy walks into a bar, and he buys a beer! Then, he gets a call from his wife telling to come home. So he pays the tab, Then he goes outside and gets into his car and drives home! (it's not supposed to be funny. I knew you were thinking "what the fuck is that?! It's not even funny!". Heh. Stupid people)

2003-11-20T20:00:00.000-08:00

DCricematza8912 (7:59:41 PM): "Whimmy wham wham wazzle" DCricematza8912 (7:59:52 PM): -slurms mcslurmsy DCricematza8912 (8:00:07 PM): 2 DCricematza8912 (8:01:24 PM): It does not matter if the glass is half empty or half full, what matters is is that the glass has water in it

2003-11-17T20:30:00.000-08:00

I love him

2003-11-17T20:29:00.000-08:00

here are a few Godfather quotes (i couldn't resist :-D): Michael: "My father's no different than any other powerful man. Any man who's responsible for other people, like a Senator, or a President. Kay: Do you know how naive you sound? Michael: Why? Kay: Senators and Presidents don't have men killed. Michael: Oh. Who's being naive, Kay?" "Never let anyone outside the family know what you are

2003-11-15T23:08:00.000-08:00

"Let us so live that when we come to die even the undertaker is sorry." -Leonardo Da Vinci

2003-11-11T21:39:00.000-08:00

It's strange how people think they have the worst lives ever. That they hate they parents, and that their parents are the worst things that could ever happen to them. They think that it's their parents fault that they are getting depressed and cutting their own flesh. But then, whenever I think about these people I think of my friends, three brothers who's dad had a disease called luxuries. At

2003-11-09T22:25:00.000-08:00

"yippeciyay muta fucka!" -Bruce willis

2003-11-05T21:42:00.000-08:00

Does anyone really know the meaning of insanity? Some believe that it means you are not normal like the people who work at Macy's in the suburbs Some people may think that it is to be the people who work at Macy's in the suburbs But to me, insanity means to be alone. To be alone is utter insanity. The silence making your skull crack. You feel like you are standing in the middle of a dessert,

2003-11-04T21:37:00.000-08:00

Some people are only alive because its illegal to kill them.

2003-11-03T20:43:00.000-08:00

"I have great faith in fools. My friends call it self confidence." -Edgar Allen Poe

2003-11-02T19:45:00.000-08:00

dylw00t (7:43:18 PM): they need to face reality dylw00t (7:43:44 PM): the world will never except other peoples differences

2003-11-01T00:12:00.000-08:00

How do you ever know if someone is really telling you the truth? Will someone please tell me why I can't tell if someone is telling me complete bullshit, or if they are actually being genuinely honest with you. How do I know who to trust? Do I trust the person who says they hate me, or do I trust the person who says they are telling the truth? I can't seem to remember the way to tell the

2003-10-29T19:13:00.000-08:00

An average Etheopian's anual income is $100. Anaverage American spends $100 on groceries each week. does this freak anyone else out?

2003-10-26T15:15:00.000-08:00

Why is it that your most disturbing dreams are alwyas the most vivid? To me it seems like I don't need Hitchcock to be scared out of my moind, i have my own little brain to do that for me.

2003-10-24T23:00:00.000-07:00

"There is no teacher but the enemy." (Mazer Rackham) -Ender's Game

2003-10-24T21:02:00.000-07:00

I know this may make me sound like a religious freak,(I AM NOT!), but i thought that this chapter was really funny in Genesis, crazy people and their begetting. Genisis Chapter 11 These are the generations of Shem: Shem was an hundred years old, and begat Arphaxad two years after the flood: And Shem lived after he begat Arphaxad five hundred years, and begat sons and daughters. And

2003-10-23T22:16:00.000-07:00

i'm sad, the picture for this didn't come out, buti ended up being Johnny The Homicidal Maniac...yay for Alisa!! Which Jhonen Vaquez character are you? By EmReznor.

2003-10-23T22:03:00.000-07:00

I know I have a lot of quizzes, but they are so much damn fun!

2003-10-23T22:01:00.000-07:00

How dumb are you?

2003-10-23T21:48:00.000-07:00

Gay Bear Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You? <>brought to you by Quizilla<

2003-10-23T21:47:00.000-07:00

You are The Twins, from "The Matrix."Bad, but with a sexy streak- surprisinglyrefreshing. You know what you want, when youwant it. What Matrix Persona Are You? brought to you by Quizilla<

2003-10-23T21:35:00.000-07:00

"Dear Diary, Today I stuffed some dolls full of dead rats I put in the blender. I'm wondering if there REALLY is something wrong with me." -Johnny The Homicidal Maniac (My Hero)

2003-10-23T21:29:00.000-07:00

best quote of all time: "BATMAN IS THE SHIT AND SUPERMAN SUCKS BECAUSE HE CAN'T FUCKING DIE!!!!!!! Have a nice day." -this quote is from my profile from a while ago. I thought it was pretty kickass

2003-10-23T20:15:00.000-07:00

Isn't it funny how you can hold death in the palm of your hand? And the perkier part: you can buy it at Wal Mart! I was at my tutor's house today and he had a display. It was bullets in chunks of chocolate. I thought that the funny part about this was that he bought both the candy, and the bullets at the exact same store. I find this totally bizarre and disturbing. He picked one up that had been

2003-10-23T20:02:00.000-07:00

Broken glass scattered on the floor. I tried to clean it up to make the dusty floor sparkel, but the glass just shatters again. I can't keep it from looking like the spider's web, I can't keep it from looking like a broken lake on the floor. Sometimes i just need help. Sometimes i think i need to let the glass shatter on the floor.

2003-10-23T19:36:00.000-07:00

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